Ashes To Ashes

The ashes of insanity consume the air
it´s hard to breathe, it burns...
like the remaining of an endless fire ceasing
my lungs crush my heart into an invisible wall...
Another moment elapses as memories regain new meaning
the past becomes painful enough to disturb the present...
Dreams once so beautiful lose their trace in this cloud of ashes
carried by the wind I drift among the stones unheard...
In the void caused by your absence life stops to see the crossroads
breathing became unbearable and serenity was erased from the world...
A straight line will never be straight as the circle of fear around me
lost in tears as I bleed my heart through my fingers ashes disturb my vision...
The remaining dust slips through my hands although I want to hold on
I became invisible, a mere shadow of it all, a vision of the forgotten past...
In the midst of it all I still seek the soft touch of your hand and the comfort of your voice
hoping the hopeless on a mental craziness that corrupts my soul consuming me...
I want to untie my hands and I don't, my eyes can no longer bare this darkness
it hurts, stings me from the inside, a sword that torn my flesh apart without mercy...
I whisper for my punishment to burn me mercifully as a demon on a cross
I scratch my eyes without consent, without consent they weep, I must tear them apart too...
I look at the dust one last time, see it run through my fingers like your presence
like your love, like madman I cherish the pain by holding it still until I die once more...
Ashes to ashes
dust to dust...

By: Irrsinnig