In the Cold

Looking everywhere without being able to see,
cold air freezes my burning cold veins,
my head is low and it's weight unsustainable,
my hands can no longer feel your softer skin
like an ice storm upon me as the night falls.
One look around and words lose their meaning,
one step ahead and purgatory became sighing,
while the torture of time lingers and crawls
towards my no longer next of kin...
My tears once so wet became inflammable,
as past became torn and present lost as future pains.
Just as it was it will never be,
just as it should was declined to be,
whatever becomes I still can't see,
my eyes are open and yet I'm blind
everywhere I look, you it's all I find...
In silence I weep for your love so sweet,
for a momentary lapse of reason
to descend as a lightning scorching the skies,
but in faith and love there's no room for reason,
like a newborn that can't speak and so it cries,
Tears are the present and hope a mere wish of itself,
my eyes burn for unforgotten skies
as to breathe becomes nothing more than a reflex,
emptiness surrounds even crowded...
Speaking hurts, seeing hurts, breathing hurts...
The wind is cold
and yet something keeps me alive...

By: Irrsinnig