In this silence...

It's so strange to feel the silence of the night haunting my thoughts once again,
While miss the sweet smell of the locks in which I drowned so many times,
It's so strange to miss the sweet sound of your dreams filling the room,
This empty void you left in me it's burning like a thousand fires of silence,
This silence that once caressed us in our sleep but now stings me so loud,
In tears I worship you from a distant set of clouds,
The fuel that once burned for you it's now consuming me,
In rain I seek the confort for the pain of your loss,
I'm not a brave knight on an enchanted unicorn but still I fought,
I'm lost, afraid, scared and scarred and still here for another beating,
I bared the seasons until the sun was no longer strong to keep up,
While missing the sweet smell of the locks in which I drowned so many times,
I'm now just another shadow in the dark,
Another pigment of dust in the hurricane of abandon,
The star that once brightened my day is now gone
and somehow when I was walking towards nowhere realised
that shadows now live in the dark!

By: Irrsinnig